Tag: when literally by BOOK TWO blue was like ”hmm yeah i’d probably die for this idiot”

piyoo:

iijeezlouiseii:

do u ever think abt the fact that gansey fucking thought literally none of his problems mattered compared to this friends’ bc he’s rich. like he literally died and he thought that the repercussions he was dealing with bc of that were completely unimportant compared to his friends’ problems. he Knew literally the Entire Series!!! that he was gonna die but he never told anyone. he shouldered that the whole series and acted like everything was fine bc he thought!!!!his problems!!!! didnt matter!!!bc!!! hes!!!! rich!!!!! fUCK

#like this boy was literally suffering from severe ptsd the entire series but was like ‘yeah i dont have any REAL problems’#i think a lot about how he was willing to die without a second thought in trk#how he felt like his only purpose in life was to sacrifice himself#AND HOW THE WAY HE DEALT WITH THINKING HIS PURPOSE WAS TO DIE WAS DO EVERYTHING HE COULD TO MAKE SURE HIS FRIENDS#WOULD BE OK AFTER HE WAS GONE#and all of the guilt he felt about being alive because noah had died#i dont he ever realized how much his friends really loved him or how deserving of life he is#god i could write an essay about this but richard gansey iii Deserves Happiness (via lieutenantriza)